My family broken
My heart lost
Life's empty meaning is all I have
Though I may take my life
From my distraught heart
My damned soul weeps
For blood is merely the water that surrounds this hollow land
God laughs as the Devil greets me
He plans to take my soul, even though its worthless
The darkness calls to me
Taunts me
Beckons me
Cursing me
The Devil took my soul
But only now do I truly feel whole
The pain and grief of Hell
is not like that of man's
For men are more cruel than that of Hell
Life is real eternal pit of damnation
So for those who can live on earth with a soul
I pity you
For I have found salvation in Hell
You act like the victim
But it was I who you seduced
With your lies and treachery
Ready to commit sins for you
Now I try to forget you
But everything is a constant reminder
Of manipulative ways
You say you feel guilty
But how can this be so
You forgot me so easily
Like a child forgets a toy
Whereas I struggle
Like my heart struggles to beat
After you abused it
I see the truth now
And though you gave me back my heart
Even though it was in pieces
I thanked you
Did I need it?
Maybe so
But only you could fix it
I hear tales of your new love
And I can help but admit I'm jealous
But mostly I pity them
For they will have to s